Why do I hate external things in programming?

Calin Baenen - Jan 25 '21 - - Dev Community

I've noticed that I can be very not productive because I hate using external things (usually tools).

For example, I have a bit of a distaste, or at the very least, feel sour when using, or looking at build tools.

Why is this though? Is this a common fear (at first)? And what causes it?

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